I want something interesting to happen.

I’m so bored of school and the same old things every day; it drives me insane knowing I will wake up to the same four walls and then go to the same school to do the same subjects in the same uniform. I want something mad to happen, it doesn’t even have to be a good thing. I want something to challenge me now in life and make me question things; even if it makes me angry or distraught I want it to happen because in the end it always makes you better. I want someone to come along who isn’t the same; I want someone to surprise me and do something really weird and spontaneous. I love being shocked. By “someone” I mean a guy as my friends and guy friends are beautiful but anyone I get to like turns out to be absolutely the same and eventually it all fizzles out. I want someone to make me belly laugh or someone to make me question everything I believe in but not in a way that we argue, but that we talk and learn together. Gah I suppose I am so old fashioned in this way; I find my grandparents whole life together so perfect and I just wish it was like that with people now.